Strategic.
Until something newer arrived.
That wound was sharp and humiliating.
But tonight’s ache was different.
Jason hadn’t replaced me.
He hadn’t discarded me.
He had stepped forward publicly.
Taken the blame.
Shielded me.
Declared that he had pursued me first.
It was sweet.
Powerful.
Protective. 1
But in doing so-
He removed my voice from the narrative.
He turned it into his choice.
His pursuit.
His plan.
His victory.
And for a moment-
I was no longer the one who chose.
That was the part that unsettled me.
Because I had spent years being someone else’s extension.
And I could not afford to become that again.
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Even if the man beside me loved me.
Even if he meant well.
Even if he was fighting for me.
I needed to fight with him.
Not be carried.
The restaurant had emptied by the time we stood to leave.
Jason’s public declaration had shifted the narrative.
It had been strong.
Powerful.
Unapologetic.
But it didn’t erase something deeper.
Being cast aside – even publicly justified – leaves a mark.
And no speech could fully undo that bruise, or ease the realization that i let myself down, that little girl that vowed never to let anyone make a fool of herself.
Madison hugged me tightly.
“Don’t shrink,” she whispered.
Antone squeezed my shoulder.
“You were always the storm,” he said. “Don’t turn into the rain.”
I smiled faintly.
But their words lingered. 1
On the ride back, helmet in hand, I didn’t start the motorcycle immediately.
I sat there.
Thinking.
Madison was right.
I had changed.
Part of it was adulthood.
Responsibility.
Legacy.
Pressure.
But another part…
I had lost something.
When I was with Oscar, I gave fully.
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Completely.
Every idea.
Every ounce of energy.
Every strategy.
Every resource.
I poured myself into his company.
Into his ambitions.
Into being “support.”
And somewhere along the way-
There was nothing left for me.
I wasn’t unhappy.
I was… diluted.
And I didn’t even notice it happening.
That realization hurt more than the headlines.
It wasn’t Victoria.
It wasn’t the Beckers.
It wasn’t the press.
It was me.
Forgetting myself.
No one forced me.
I volunteered.
And that had to stop.
It was time to reconnect.
Not strategically.
Not politically. 1
Personally.
Antone’s phone buzzed before I even left the parking lot.
“You’re added,” he called out through the car window.
AW******p notification popped up immediately.
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Lynette
Justin.
Martin.
Pamela.
Messages started flying instantly.
“LOOK WHO’S BACK.”
“Does she still hack servers?”
“Tell her not to touch my taxes.”
“Finally. Took you long enough.”
I laughed out loud.
Actually laughed. 1
Not controlled.
Not measured.
Real.
I had only stayed close to Pamela.
And if I was honest-
That was because she never let go. 1
The others?
Life had happened.
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