Chapter 43
“I will,” I added, forcing a small smile that even I knew didn’t look convincing. “So… problem solved. You can go now.”
He didn’t move.
“Better be sure! Are you?” he asked.
“No,” I said honestly. “But I’m saying yes.”
That seemed to be enough.
He shifted his weight slightly, looking frustrated.
“I don’t want to be here,” he muttered.
“Then leave,” I said immediately. That one slipped out.
He glanced back at me once, like he had something else to say, then didn’t.
“Don’t do anything stupid,” he said instead.
I sighed softly. “That’s becoming your catchphrase.”
He didn’t respond to that. He just walked away then and I stood there for a second longer than necessary, watching him disappear down the path, making sure no one had seen him.
Then I shut the door. And leaned back against it.
I sighed.
“Okay,” I muttered. “That’s over.”
I went back to my laptop like nothing had just interrupted my entire attempt at normal life.
The screen blinked back at me, unimpressed by my situation.
“Still unemployed,” I said to it. It didn’t argue.
I scrolled, applied, adjusted, repeated, and nothing stuck. Nothing felt promising.
“This is not going well,” I said after a moment. But I kept going anyway, because the alternative was sitting still and thinking too much, and I had already learned that was a bad idea.
Eventually, the day blurred into evening, and evening slipped into night, and before I could overthink it again, I shut everything down and decided one thing.
Tomorrow, I was going back.
Not because I wanted to. But because apparently, not going came with consequences I couldn’t control.
The next morning came quietly.
I got ready without rushing, moving through the motions like I had done this a hundred times before, even though everything about
it felt slightly off now.
I found myself hoping Lillian would still be around.
Not for the ride. For the presence.


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