The lights in the operating room are still on, and outside it is deathly silent.
Almost everyone lifts their eyes to stare fixedly at that light, as if it represents everyone’s hope, or rather symbolizes Nangong Ran’s life.
At this moment, Di Mingchen is unable to express what he feels; he’s become numb, his heartache having numbed him completely.
If he had known that having a child would entail these risks, he would have never wanted a child, even if it meant a lifetime without offspring.
If the two children’s lives were exchanged for Nangong Ran’s, he would rather go without them!
If he could exchange the lives of the two children to bring back Nangong Ran now, he would do it without hesitation!
But the pain in his heart was real and deeply agonizing, like a stabbing pain!
Children, lover, lover, children, both are precious!
But if such a possibility existed, he would still trade the lives of the children for Nangong Ran’s life, even if it meant being selfish!
He would bear such a guilt himself.
Unfortunately, none of these countless ifs were possible now.
Time ticked by, minute by minute; despite not being long, to Di Mingchen it felt like several centuries.
Because now his wife and children are fighting against death, yet he is powerless!
As a man, he should stand tall and hold up a family, but he could do nothing!
He could only sit outside, unable to do anything, anything at all!
He couldn’t even talk to her or offer any encouragement!
In his mind continually revolved Nangong Ran’s lovely and beautiful face, every word she’s ever said, and every moment of her being.
"Second brother, what are you doing?" Di Mingjue quickly stepped forward to hold him back.
"I want to go in!" Di Mingchen said, steady and resolute, avoiding Di Mingjue’s hold.
"What are you going in for?" Nangong Jin immediately stepped forward too, tightly grabbing him and anxiously saying, "Doctors are inside trying to save her, you know nothing, going inside would only cause trouble!"
"I know nothing, but I can at least talk to her!" At this moment, Di Mingchen finally erupted, roaring like thunder.
"Second, stop being a nuisance!" Di Mingzhe also stepped forward, speaking coldly, "If they could let you in, the doctors would have allowed it, you should wait outside quietly!"
"I can’t, I must go inside!" Di Mingchen was frantic, shaking off Nangong Jin’s hand with such strength that it nearly made Nangong Jin fall to the ground.
Then he was about to forcibly enter the operating room.
Di Mingjue, with a cold face, rushed forward to tightly embrace him, "Second brother, don’t lose your mind!"

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