Are You My Mate? (Denai) novel Chapter 18

''I know you're going to be mad at me, but I need to talk to you," he says as he locks the doors and cranks up his car. He quickly drives out of the parking lot with my friends yelling after us. "What are you doing!?" I ask surprised.

"I need to talk with you away from everyone baby," "We don't need everyone in our business," I turn away from him to look out the window. I want so bad to open the door and fall out, but he would just turn around and put me back in.

"Give me your hand, I need to feel you close to me," he says when he pulls up to his parents cabin. I still don't look at him, because I'm trying to stay strong. "Deni baby please," I unlock my door and I go to open it. "Where are you going?!" "Are you trying to leave me?!" he asks as he gets out and runs around the car and over to me.

"I-" "I can't believe you're trying to leave me!" he says cutting me off. "You said you loved me," he says as he pulls me towards the cabin. "Say something, baby," he cries as he falls to his knees again after he opens the door.

I bend down to kiss the top of his head. ''I do love you Dean, but I think it's best if we stop... seeing each other" I say as I hug him. He pulls back to look me in the eyes and my heart aches at seeing his red sad eyes.

"Do you still love me,?" he asks as I wipe away his tears while also caressing his cheek. ''Say it Deni," "I need to hear you say it," "I will always love you Dean" "Will you let me hug you?" I nod. "Will you let me hold you through the night?" "I'll take you home in the morning, so that you won't miss your precious job, but I wish you would stay with me,"

I don't say what I really want to say, I just pull away and I walk towards the couch leaving him in the doorway on the floor. I only do this to distance myself, because it hurts so bad to be away from him. (I read that it helps to lesson the bond the longer you stay away)

Can he not understand that I've been waiting on him, and he hasn't shown up until now, to whisk me away from my friends that tried to cheer me up? He slams the door startling me and he walks over. ''How are we supposed to make it work, if you won't even try?!" "I'm sorry for yelling baby" he says as he kneels at my feet. "Dean please get up," "Only if you let me kiss you"

"Now you don't even want me to kiss you," he says when I don't say anything. "It just complicates things" I say as I reach down to grab his hand so that I can help him up. "Just one small kiss" I say as tears run down my face, because it hurts to see him break down from my coldness. He sobs as he squeezes me.

"Please, stop," I moan out as he feels me up. "Please Deni, I love you and I need you so bad," I don't say anything because I need him too and I couldn't say no anymore. (After today I will stop seeing him for good, unless he comes up with a real plan) We spend the rest of the night hugging and crying, until we both fall asleep.

The next morning he took me to my house, and he kept a hold on my hand as we sat in his car. "Can I come in?" He asks. "I really need to get ready for work, I haven't been" I say as I slowly pull my hand away from him, so that I can get out. Then I close it and I walk towards my house, trying to make it before I break down.

''Deni," he says in a broken voice, as I grab the doorknob to the front door. I turn and I run to him, which is not far since he was walking towards me. ''Deni baby, I will die if you ever leave me," he cries. I cry along with him as we hug each other.

I'm feeling too many things right now, that I can't think of words to say. He carries me to my door and opens it, then he carries me to my room and he lays me down and crawls in next to me. ''I love you baby'' "I love you too Dean" I say before we fall asleep.

He stayed with me until the next morning, but he promised to come back. I went to work so that I could try to distract myself a little. "Come on beautiful, lets get some goodies and go to your house!" says Nelson as he wraps his arm around my waist as soon as I walk into the office.

"No, because I'm here to keep my mind off of... you know who and if I go home, I'll definitely be thinking of him" I say with a small smile. "That was not a question girlie," says Maggie as she grabs my hand and they lead me to the exit and then over to Nelson's car.

"Nelson, no!" I laugh as he picks me up, to put me in a cart. I cross my legs and I hold on as he carefully pushes it. "Maggie you get ready to load it up," he says as he pushes it around the isles. "Alrighty handsome," she says as she smacks his butt, causing me to cover my face embarrassed.

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